Sara Lee.
It's Friday
And I'm hiding in the bathroom
I'm going to be late for science class
And I know I'll probably get a detention
Because Nancy is outside in the hallway
But none of that matters right now because
You just told me that you're dying
Your mom called my mom
A hundred times this year
And I lied for you every time
Every time I was at your house for dinner
And you'd eat so god damn painfully slow
Every time you'd give me your sack lunch
And tell me you didn't like what they packed
Every time you'd throw your sandwich away
When you thought I wasn't looking
Every time
Every time
Every time
I knew it was happening
I'd told the counselors at school
But they wouldn't listen
They were more worried
About my friends
That I told them about
That were cutting themselves
Because their wounds were more visible
More obvious
But I saw you in the locker room
I saw you disappearing before my eyes
And now you just told me
In the lunch room
The scene of the crime
That you had to go away
Because I finally quit lying for you
When your mom called my mom
I told her you looked like the girls in the camps
And that I really liked the bread
She'd been buying at the store
Because my dad's bread had chunks in it
But more importantly
I told her that I knew you were sick
And that you'd been scaring me for months
And I was really sorry for ever lying to her
And how could she ever forgive me
She told me it was ok
And that she loved me
And she even told me that it was Sara Lee potato bread
And then she told me that they would find a way to get you some help
And that's why I'm here in this Jr High bathroom
Sobbing uncontrollably as Nancy comes in
And tells me it's alright
To take all the time I need
Because she heard you tell me they're taking you to Chicago
And they're going to force feed you through a tube
They're going to do their best to reverse the damage that
You've done
I've done
We've done
And she won't give me a detention
But I'll have to make up that test in science
And I'll miss you all summer
But what I don't know right now is that
In about 20 years
Your daughter is going to be my flower girl
And all I hope for her in this world
Is that she never has friends
That are willing to lie for her
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