Sara Lee.

It's Friday 
And I'm hiding in the bathroom 

I'm going to be late for science class 
And I know I'll probably get a detention 
Because Nancy is outside in the hallway 
But none of that matters right now because 
You just told me that you're dying 

Your mom called my mom 
A hundred times this year 
And I lied for you every time

Every time I was at your house for dinner 
And you'd eat so god damn painfully slow 

Every time you'd give me your sack lunch 
And tell me you didn't like what they packed 

Every time you'd throw your sandwich away 
When you thought I wasn't looking

Every time 
Every time 
Every time 

I knew it was happening 
I'd told the counselors at school 
But they wouldn't listen 

They were more worried 
About my friends 
That I told them about 
That were cutting themselves 
Because their wounds were more visible 
More obvious 

But I saw you in the locker room 
I saw you disappearing before my eyes 

And now you just told me 
In the lunch room 
The scene of the crime 
That you had to go away 
Because I finally quit lying for you

When your mom called my mom 
I told her you looked like the girls in the camps 
And that I really liked the bread 
She'd been buying at the store 
Because my dad's bread had chunks in it 

But more importantly 
I told her that I knew you were sick
And that you'd been scaring me for months 
And I was really sorry for ever lying to her 
And how could she ever forgive me 

She told me it was ok 
And that she loved me 
And she even told me that it was Sara Lee potato bread 
And then she told me that they would find a way to get you some help

And that's why I'm here in this Jr High bathroom 
Sobbing uncontrollably as Nancy comes in 
And tells me it's alright 
To take all the time I need 

Because she heard you tell me they're taking you to Chicago
And they're going to force feed you through a tube 
They're going to do their best to reverse the damage that
You've done 
I've done 
We've done 

And she won't give me a detention 
But I'll have to make up that test in science
And I'll miss you all summer 

But what I don't know right now is that 
In about 20 years 
Your daughter is going to be my flower girl 

And all I hope for her in this world 
Is that she never has friends 
That are willing to lie for her

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